Okay basically my boyfriend of five months split up with me because we were going through a rough patch and he didnt see the point in us continuing anymore as it was so complicated. I was absolutely devastated as I loved and still love him with my entire self. On the Friday night I got wasted and started crying to this random woman I’d just met about him ending it with me and she said to get over him you need to get under someone else. I don’t know why the hell I thought it was good advice but I did. I ended up going home with this guy… I regret it more than anything in my entire life.

I HATE myself for what I’ve done. I’d do anything to take it back! My Ex found out and went mental. He was in so much pain… his eyes… God, I wanted to rip my heart out. He hated me. A few days after it happened, we went for a walk together and I explained myself as best as I could and he told me how he was feeling. The day after he came round and was hugging me and cuddling me. He told me about
how he’d forgiven me, he didnt want me to hate myself anymore and that he still loved me and he wants us to be friends. For the following days, he kept coming round and cuddling me and hugging me. We’ve even kissed and told each other we love each other and everything! I asked him if we were going to get back together and he said No, he could never trust me again after what I did. But he’s still coming round to see me and we’re still hugging and kissing! He even came round this morning and we held each other for ages… we even got a bit sexual but he didnt want to actually have sex… we just did other things.

So after all this… and he still doesnt want to get back with me. He says he’s never felt about anyone else this way and that I mean the world to him. I love him, I need him back, I feel empty without him. Please can someone tell me what to do?! I need to know how to get a guys trust back? How can I get him back!?
Thank you…x