i am wrighting to you because i have done something terrible, and i cant really talk to anyone about it. i love my girlfriend more than life its self, but i have been unfaithful, i slept with another girl when i was drunk the other nigh.

Now my girlfriend is away at university, i am finding things difficult because if i told her i know she would end our relationship. i know i am in the wrong, big time. but i dont want to loose her, she is everything to me. ive been in and out of relationships but i have finally found the girl for me, we are so happy together, i hate myself for what i have done, she doesnt deserve what i have done.

Why, when everything is perfect does something have to go so terribly wrong, i know this is all my fault and i cant blame anyone else. i have messed up so bad and im scared of the outcome, i dont know what id do without her. i just need someone to talk to, get things off my chest, please just help me in what ever way you can.