ive been with my boyfriend over 15 months. in the last two months ive tried
breaking up with him twice but he just cries and begs me not to leave him. the
thing is i feel like im not allowed to do anything without him but hes allowed
to do what he wants without me.

everyone says that i wear the trousers in the relationship which i do to some extent but when it comes to my life he overalls.
ive even started txing other blokes and thought about cheating and that is
really something that i would never dream of doing.. but its getting that bad
that i jst dont no what to do anymore..

if i break up with him i no that i wont like it cos i wont want him to be with anybody else but i really need some space and he just doesnt understand.. what can i do?

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